20 million thoughts all at once

today was a day where i had 20 million thoughts all at once. over and over again.


what was i thinking about?  i'll tell you this:

forget your body

leave it where it is

escape your physical limits

experience

allow the feelings to pass through you as you try to hold onto one thought, one person, one place, one anything for a time

but nothing holds

all must move

must flow

must continue

silence ends

relax

meditate

go easy on yourself

you don't have to be perfect

ever

you don't have to want to be perfect either

we're human

so why not just feel things for once

why not just live

be human

be what you're meant to be

this week is going to be a big one. i can feel it. i should probably go to sleep.

i'll have to tell you everything else later.